Holy Neon Kids

by Dracula Facts

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All money this album makes will be donated to The Trevor Project www.thetrevorproject.org

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released December 28, 2016

ukulele, guitar, vox, and clappy by Rylin V

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purposefully naive rambly ukulele songs written by a purposefully naive kiddo

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Track Name: Leelah
When I
Was a
Child I
Was unafraid of death
(Don't settle for less, change the pattern, readdress)
I refuse
To be told
The same story again
(I refuse to forget and never make amends)
Even though
We mostly live
Out of
Our beds
(I won't lay back and not contribute to the narrative we need to remember growth is imperative)
I refuse to forget her death
Track Name: Transience
My mouth is lined with
Colors I have never seen
And the fact that I am unaware this is a
Bizarre state
Of being

My mouth is spilling out
Colors and forgotten dreams
No matter how hard i try to remember
I just end up
Screaming

I can hardly remember all the
Books I've read
It's 2015
And my hairs still wet
Track Name: See In The Dark
Too lazy to move the work so now its an addition to my bed
I wasn't making any progress so i guess I'll sleep instead
I'm doing my best but its hard to see in the dark
But you'll never catch my trying to be someone I'm not
So I'll sleep where my feet normally are
And maybe I'll get more rest than I normally do
And everything will be OK
And I won't miss you
Track Name: Factory
It's a funny game we're playing trespassing in the school
It's funnier how you're looking at me as if I'm actually cool
Get caught up in the lies we tell I won't tell on you

We wear white shirts
We lose our minds on the premises
We're kicking up dirt
Empty halls and empty promises

I wont forgive you for the things you've done to me
It's just unhealthy
And I can't forgive you for the things you've said to me
You're mind is a factory

It's funny how you think breaking the rules makes you more of a boy
You're wrong you should just be yourself
But in the end I'm not your toy
And that annoys you I can't be destroyed
My mind is mine and nothing more

I wont forgive you for the things you've done to me
It's just unhealthy
And I can't forgive you for the things you've said to me
You're mind is a factory
Track Name: Holy Neon Kids
I am yours and you are mine even though we couldn't be the same all of the time
Half of the time I am not who i wanna be
The other half I am straight up confusing

Watch for the signs, read between the lines
If I am not who i wanna be at least I must be somewhere inside
But holy neon kids don't think about death in the same way that you do and that helps me not be depressed

Chemically reactive love and all time highs
I unfortunately need other peoples help to keep me alive
I know I'm not supposed to but that's how I'm programmed
So I cannot escape that no matter how hard
I'll try to be the light in your eyes
And the open sky is calling

Calling me home
And I'm not gonna be alone when I get up there
I won't be surrounded by the people that hurt me the most
But holy neon kids don't think about death in the same way that you do and that helps me not be depressed

Chemically reactive love and all time highs
I unfortunately need other peoples help to keep me alive
I know I'm not supposed to but that's how I'm programmed
So I cannot escape that no matter how hard
I'll try to be the light in your eyes
And the open sky is calling
Track Name: Star Crystals
Seafront walks and open doors
I can't tell don't know whats yours
Once you leave you're finally free
You know just how to mess with me

You leave me for star crystals
You leave me for space crystals
You leave me for dead
You leave me for the stars
Track Name: No Way Out
No way out
I lost my head again
Please help me down
Cause I'm gonna lose my grip
In a messy house
I'm sleeping under my bed
So you don't see me for who I am

I just want you to forget
You just want me dead
Keep me at an arms length forever
This is a sad excuse for shelter

No way out
I lost my head again
Please help me down
Cause I'm gonna lose my grip
In a messy house
I'm sleeping under my bed
So you don't see me for who I am
Track Name: Escape Plan (The Dissociation Song)
I've got an evil side that I never show to you
Or anyone else
It's like I'm living a lie
I'm not really a good person inside my heart
there are good intentions
and I have
A loving caring mind

But when my body goes on autopilot
I don't like the things that come out my mouth
Maybe it's my nature
Maybe It's my pride
I just want to escape this feeling of not being alive